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Calendar Daze

by Balcony Talk

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1.
I think about the times we used to fuck with frank we used to write the songs that will live forever Now we’re just cynical with jaded hopes in our hands We’ll make this fucking work because i know you said, you wanna live forever We used to take the train all the way to our friends shows So hang me out to dry I can't go long without you let’s not be so pessimistic So hang me out to dry I feel so lost without you let’s not be so pessimistic I'm lost without you i’m lost without you And i’m just dying for you I’m lost without you i’m lost without you And i’m just dying for you stuck On what they said On what they say But its always on my fucking mind So hang me out to dry But I can't go long without you So let’s not be so pessimistic So hang me out to dry I feel so lost without you let’s not be so pessimistic
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Scapegoat 02:53
I’m bleeding out I’m beaten down From my own 2 hands I’m sick of feeling so insufficient Tearing walls down if that's what it takes Tie me up collect your demons Inject them into me I will be the scapegoat for you A willing casualty I can't sleep Its haunting me The thought of inevitability I feel it crawling under I'm sick I can't let go I'm gonna be the scapegoat For you i’ve barganed my soul Broken bones hidden inside me Cause i just can't condone The way i feel Cannot accept this The devil told me he’d leave you alone Cause i can't live To see you struggle So i will sacrifice I don't care about myself As long as you’re alive I can't sleep Its haunting me The thought of inevitability I feel it crawling under I'm sick I can't let go I'm gonna be the scapegoat And i won't let you go And i can't sleep It’s haunting me The thought of inevitability I feel it crawling under I’m sick i can't let go Let go let go let go Its haunting me Its haunting me The ghost of the kid that i used to be I can't remember The last time i felt alive But that's alright Just stay in my sights And i can't sleep (i can't sleep) Its haunting me (haunting me) The thought of inevitability I feel it crawling under I’m sick i can't let go I’m gonna be the scapegoat For you i've bargained my soul
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This life, this life will take you by surprise no other words, can help tonight you fell for his lies too many times an empty feeling left inside this isn't the way, things have to be live your life and set yourself free from this hold that he has, weighing down on you build yourself up into someone new This relationship is a sinking ship you'll soon realize you want no part of it i'd walk the plank before you're in too deep the sound of your cry is too much for me You're a beautiful girl and don't you ever forget a mistake can last a lifetime if you let it sometimes it's better to be on your own we're stitching up the scars that we once sewn A mistake can last a lifetime if you let it This relationship is a sinking ship and you'll soon realize you want no part of it i'd walk the plank before you're in too deep the sound of your cry is too much for me another night, and you can't sleep i hear you inside it's killing me you take the abuse because it's all you have i'm here to say that you're better than that
4.
I’m gonna cut my nose to spite my face cause I don't think twice of the choices i make Im gonna drive my car Right off two seventy eight Land in the ocean next to caesars bay Im gonna get tattoos and take them off I like the way it burns my skin its a form of punishment I'm gonna cut out bad habits with a surgical knife I’m throwing caution to the wind Cause I've feeling apprehensive I'll see you at the gates When I'm done self destructing I'm turning in my grave My thoughts keep me enslaved So long i've fought my brain I'm haunted night and day I'm gonna jump the gun to win this race cause although there is no clock i don’t have much time to waste I wanna cut the ground from underneath my feet It's a long way down but I've owned these past mistakes I'm gonna bite off more than I can chew and i know i might choke but i’ve got something to prove If I can break this bad habit and get on with my life Walking with a limp I fucked up my life Walking with a limp I wear my disguise

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The meaning of Calendar Daze is how easy it can be to get caught up in our daily work routine as we essentially live by the calendar. Sometimes forgetting what's really important in our personal lives and investing so much, we become selfish and overlook the people we care about when they need us. We get caught up in a “Calendar Daze”.

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released March 13, 2020

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Balcony Talk is an alternative/indie rock band from NYC.

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