Calendar Daze

by Balcony Talk

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The meaning of Calendar Daze is how easy it can be to get caught up in our daily work routine as we essentially live by the calendar. Sometimes forgetting what's really important in our personal lives and investing so much, we become selfish and overlook the people we care about when they need us. We get caught up in a “Calendar Daze”.

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released March 13, 2020

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Balcony Talk is a solo alternative/indie project from Brooklyn, NY founded by Anthony Cafiero. Ant prides his ability to create raw and honest music. Balcony Talk is a term created by Ant which means those deep,and honest conversations you have with a friend/stranger that helps you come to a realisation. Usually taking place on a balcony, wherever it may take place,call it a “Balcony Talk" ... more

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Track Name: Iamlostwithoutyou
I think about the times we used to fuck with frank
we used to write the songs that will live forever
Now we’re just cynical with jaded hopes in our hands
We’ll make this fucking work because i know you said, you wanna live forever
We used to take the train all the way to our friends shows

So hang me out to dry
I can't go long without you
let’s not be so pessimistic
So hang me out to dry
I feel so lost without you
let’s not be so pessimistic

I'm lost without you i’m lost without you
And i’m just dying for you
I’m lost without you i’m lost without you
And i’m just dying for you

stuck
On what they said
On what they say
But its always on my fucking mind

So hang me out to dry
But I can't go long without you
So let’s not be so pessimistic
So hang me out to dry
I feel so lost without you
let’s not be so pessimistic
Track Name: Scapegoat
I’m bleeding out
I’m beaten down
From my own 2 hands
I’m sick of feeling so insufficient
Tearing walls down if that's what it takes
Tie me up collect your demons
Inject them into me
I will be the scapegoat for you
A willing casualty

I can't sleep
Its haunting me
The thought of inevitability
I feel it crawling under
I'm sick I can't let go
I'm gonna be the scapegoat
For you i’ve barganed my soul

Broken bones
hidden inside me
Cause i just can't condone
The way i feel
Cannot accept this
The devil told me he’d leave you alone
Cause i can't live
To see you struggle
So i will sacrifice
I don't care about myself
As long as you’re alive

I can't sleep
Its haunting me
The thought of inevitability
I feel it crawling under
I'm sick I can't let go
I'm gonna be the scapegoat
And i won't let you go
And i can't sleep
It’s haunting me
The thought of inevitability


I feel it crawling under
I’m sick i can't let go
Let go let go let go

Its haunting me
Its haunting me
The ghost of the kid that i used to be
I can't remember
The last time i felt alive
But that's alright
Just stay in my sights

And i can't sleep
(i can't sleep)
Its haunting me
(haunting me)
The thought of inevitability
I feel it crawling under
I’m sick i can't let go
I’m gonna be the scapegoat
For you i've bargained my soul
Track Name: Why seven eight nine
This life, this life
will take you by surprise
no other words, can help tonight
you fell for his lies too many times
an empty feeling left inside
this isn't the way, things have to be
live your life and set yourself free
from this hold that he has, weighing down on you
build yourself up into someone new

This relationship is a sinking ship
you'll soon realize you want no part of it
i'd walk the plank before you're in too deep
the sound of your cry is too much for me

You're a beautiful girl and don't you ever forget
a mistake can last a lifetime if you let it
sometimes it's better to be on your own
we're stitching up the scars that we once sewn
A mistake can last a lifetime if you let it

This relationship is a sinking ship
and you'll soon realize you want no part of it
i'd walk the plank before you're in too deep
the sound of your cry is too much for me
another night, and you can't sleep
i hear you inside it's killing me
you take the abuse because it's all you have
i'm here to say that
you're better than that
Track Name: Cut my nose (to spite my face)
I’m gonna cut my nose to spite my face cause
I don't think twice of the choices i make
Im gonna drive my car
Right off two seventy eight
Land in the ocean next to caesars bay
Im gonna get tattoos and take them off
I like the way it burns my skin its a form of punishment
I'm gonna
cut out bad habits with a surgical knife


I’m throwing caution to the wind
Cause I've feeling apprehensive
I'll see you at the gates
When I'm done self destructing
I'm turning in my grave
My thoughts keep me enslaved
So long i've fought my brain
I'm haunted night and day

I'm gonna jump the gun to win this race
cause although there is no clock i don’t have much time to waste
I wanna
cut the ground from underneath my feet
It's a long way down but I've owned these past mistakes
I'm gonna bite off more than I can chew
and i know i might choke but i’ve got something to prove
If I can
break this bad habit and get on with my life

Walking with a limp
I fucked up my life
Walking with a limp
I wear my disguise

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